Oct 15, 2017

11:27 p.m. He made me feel safe. That was the first thing I noticed about him. I never really felt safe around men. I remember his eyes more than anything else. As he looked straight into mine he responded, “Are you happy?" He always looked me straight in the eyes. Probably why I felt like he saw me.   I’m kind of lost for words to talk about him...It’s been over a year and I didn’t even realize how disconnected I was to even the thought of him. I haven’t listened to his music in months. I rarely think about him. But that is a lie. I still think about him.