June 25, 2019 10:31 p.m. Looking for someone else to make us feel something. So numb from the world...seeking, searching, screaming....all for a feeling. It made sense when I met him.

I got a few hims in mind btw.

I know in my life right now, right now, now, now, I need something more than having a man at my center.

The only thing that needed to be centered was how I thought, loved, and moved with myself. It was like I was always screaming, “look at me, look at me. Do you see me….are you seeing me?” Does it matter if anyone sees me….

if he sees me...