WITHDRAW


August 2, 2020 1:40 a.m. One of the last things I said to him, "... but I'm going to withdraw." Withdraw: 1. remove or take away (something) from a particular place or situation 2. leave or cause to leave a place or situation similar words (suggestions): remove, extract, leave, evacuate, quit. Our relationship was beginning to feel too familiar and I knew I could not go through this shit again. I realized I never felt secure with him and I look back at our time together and question wtf I was doing... He was being intentional. As was I. Now I am seeing how our intentions were different and that was always evident. I silenced my insecurities and hoped for the best, even when I felt like he wasn't giving me his best. I had to withdraw. Someone who didn't remind me of any of the men I had been with, suddenly started to blend in with them all...I mean...damn. What is withdrawing when there was already distance between me and him? What? We talk less? We now don't talk at all. to withdraw... to remove, extract, leave, evacuate, quit.